Devotion for the week...
When I was at our provincial women's retreat a couple of weeks ago, the Scripture for the weekend was Psalm 139, where verses 7 -10 say:
"I can never escape from your Spirit!
I can never get away from your presence!
If I go up to heaven, you are there;
if I go down to the grave, you are there.
If I ride the wings of the morning,
if I dwell by the farthest oceans,
even there your hand will guide me,
and your strength will support me."
Our speaker, Faith Eury Cho, shared a powerful illustration in one of her messages that has really stuck with me. Faith had another woman join her on stage and told us to pretend that woman was God. She then said, "We think this is what our relationship with God is like." She reached out and took the woman's hand, "We go to church and we get with God, but then we go home and we get annoyed at our husband and we yell at the kids." Faith dropped the woman's hand and stalked across the stage.
"Then we turn on some worship music so we can get back with God." She rushed back and took her hand again.
"Monday morning someone cuts us off in traffic and we get angry." She dropped her hand and stalked across the stage again. "So we go to prayer meeting to get back with God." She rushed back and took her hand. She gave several more examples of things we do that make us pull away from God, and ways we try to get back with Him again, rushing back and forth across the stage.
"It's exhausting!" she said. "But that's not what our relationship with God is like." She then turned to face the other woman and they clasped each other's forearms.
"I get angry at my husband," she said as she let go of the woman's arm and tried to pull away, but the other woman didn't let go.
"I yell at my kids," Pastor Faith said, pulling harder, but still the other woman didn't let go. "God doesn't let me go. Through it all, He's there. We don't have to get back with God because He never let us go."
He never let us go. What a wonderful thing to remember!
As I've been thinking about that illustration, it made me think of Jesus' promise to His disciples and to us. "I am with you always, even to the end of the age" (Matthew 28:20). That promise isn't dependent on us. He didn't say, "As long as you hold onto me, I'll stay by your side." Nope. He simply said He's with us always. No matter what we're going through, no matter what our mood is like today, no matter what the kids are doing, what happened at work, or what diagnosis the doctor just laid out before us. He is with us, and He's always holding on.